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Monday, January 18, 2010

The ramblings of an overemotional girlfriend...

I got to talk to boyfriend today! And it was a great talk...until he mentioned he was also talking to her, the ex. And i know he still talks to her, I see the comments she leaves, he's still friends with her brother...they were together for a long time, I understand that they're still going to talk, they're still going to see each other from time to time...it doesn't mean I have to like it.

Its not that I don't trust him, I do! The thing is, its not in my nature to trust him, its not in my nature to love him, its not in my nature to deal with the long distance, honestly its not in my nature to have a boyfriend at all. I'm breaking all my rules for him, and I guess I'm just scared. No actually, I know I'm scared. My biggest fear is that she'll want him back...and he'll go.

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