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Thursday, November 17, 2011

A bit of a rant, but some questions I could use advice on...

I am sick of people's bullshit, I really am! I can't handle it anymore. I don't know why people think they can talk to me the way that they do, or say the things that they say, but it's not okay. And when it's someone who's supposed to be family? That hurts me to my core. All the bs and the back handed comments, the Facebook status updates, and the tweets that are, very clearly, about the conversation we just had, make me want to take extreme measures and just cut everyone off completely. 
When the people who are supposed to be closest to you start acting as like you are a completely different person than you were two months ago, and you don't think you've necessarily changed. Who do you believe? If I've changed at all in the past few months, I've gotten happy, and if the people around me spite me for that, what am I supposed to do?? 
I'm sick of stressing and worrying and caring so much for people only for them to turn around and treat you like shit. And it's not okay. I don't want it to be like this, but the only thing I can think to do is cut off. Or at least cut back. Stop letting BabyGirl go over there without me, only go over there for special occasions, stop going over there at all... 
The problem is, I really do care for, and love this family I've been adopted into, but at this point I feel like everyone, or at least I'm told, that everyone thinks so poorly of me. 
So what's the point of even being around?

2 comments:

♫ Drazil ♪ said...

Sometimes family makes everything harder...and sometimes distance gives us what we need and perspective...and it's okay to stand up for yourself and take what you need to feel good for you. We're all here for you.

Kathy S said...

I have what sounds like a very similar problem with my mother-in-law. She volleys between acting like I'm her daughter and trying to get my husband to leave me. And writing all sorts of petty comments everywhere. I cut her out of my life, for now. Maybe down the road, she will mature a little bit, but until then, it's not worth the stress.