Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Well my phone died today...

And boy did she do it right.
Touch screen stopped working all together,
Sound stuck in "headphones" mode, so I can't hear anything,
Basically I can make the lock screen show, 
But I can't unlock it, cause the only way to do that is to slide the "button" on my screen.
So I'm currently phone-less. 
It's really quite annoying!
 But also, maybe slightly invigorating. 
In that I'm about to go to the store, 
And leave my phone at home.

Also, now I know what to tell the parents to get me for Christmas! 
New phone please??
All I ask is that it has a touch screen.
Cause really, once you have one, there's kind of no going back!! 

Have a happy Thanksgiving everyone!
I'm going to go enjoy being unplugged from the world. 

Thursday, November 17, 2011

A bit of a rant, but some questions I could use advice on...

I am sick of people's bullshit, I really am! I can't handle it anymore. I don't know why people think they can talk to me the way that they do, or say the things that they say, but it's not okay. And when it's someone who's supposed to be family? That hurts me to my core. All the bs and the back handed comments, the Facebook status updates, and the tweets that are, very clearly, about the conversation we just had, make me want to take extreme measures and just cut everyone off completely. 
When the people who are supposed to be closest to you start acting as like you are a completely different person than you were two months ago, and you don't think you've necessarily changed. Who do you believe? If I've changed at all in the past few months, I've gotten happy, and if the people around me spite me for that, what am I supposed to do?? 
I'm sick of stressing and worrying and caring so much for people only for them to turn around and treat you like shit. And it's not okay. I don't want it to be like this, but the only thing I can think to do is cut off. Or at least cut back. Stop letting BabyGirl go over there without me, only go over there for special occasions, stop going over there at all... 
The problem is, I really do care for, and love this family I've been adopted into, but at this point I feel like everyone, or at least I'm told, that everyone thinks so poorly of me. 
So what's the point of even being around?

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Things you may or may not know about me... 
But I'm bored, and well, I've sucked at blogging lately!! 
Promise to try to be better!!!!! :)

A.  Age: 22

B.  Best Friend:My sister, of course. Then there are my two bestest friends from high school. And, cheesy as it may sound, my boyfriend<3 really and truly is my best friend, I can tell him absolutely everything, and never ever have to worry about him judging me. Great feeling! :)

C.  Chore That You Hate: Laundry... I loathe laundry! Or more the folding and putting away of laundry, you know, the only part that is actually any work?? It's one of those things that gets pushed off until there is a clothes mountain in my "hamper" which basically turns into "that wall over there where all the clothes are piled" Bad habits...
D.  Dogs: My Tasha girl. Greatest dog in the world. She's the BEST dog with BabyGirl. 

E.  Essential Start To Your Day:  Getting the babes ready for school. It is the first thing I do in the morning that involves any type of brain activity. 

F.  Favorite Color:  Teal.

G.  Gold or Silver: I used to really hate gold, but it's totally grown on me in the last few years. But I do think silver is classier... So both! :)

H.  Height:  5'5" roughly. 
I.  Instruments You Play:  I USED to play the piano, and I USED to play the drums, but I don't really currently play anything...

J.  Job Title:  Mommy! :)

K.  Kids: Just the one. For now, at least. 

L.  Live:  California.
M.  Mother's Name:  Mom, of course!! ;)

N.  Nicknames:  Well, my birth name is Cassandra, but everyone calls me Cassie, other than that it's just Cass. And my boyfriend calls me freckles. :)

O.  Overnight Hospital Stays:  The only time I've ever spent the night in the hospital was after I had BabyGirl. In fact that's the only time I've ever had to go to the hospital for myself.

P.  Pet Peeve:  Bad grammar, ignorance, loud eaters, people who are mean and/or rude for no reason.

Q.  Quote From A Movie: "That's cool baby, you know how it is, rockin' and rollin' and what not." Danny from Grease. Its pretty much my favorite movie of all time!

R.  Right or Left Handed:  Right.

S.  Siblings: Biologically, one younger brother. But unofficially, I also have two sisters.

T.  Time You Wake Up:  Six thirty/seven-ish. BabyGirl has to be at school by seven-thirty.

U.  Ultimate Vacation: Hawaii?? Or Europe... Finland... There are so many options!! 

V.  Vegetable You Hate: Brocolli. 

W.  What Makes You Run Late:  Probably my procrastination! Haha. Unless I'm going somewhere with my father, in which case, it's all on him!! 

X.  X-Rays You've Had:  Never had one.

Y.  Yummy Food You Make: Spaghetti, porkchops, and I'm a pretty decent baker. :)

Z.  Zoo Animal:  The big cats are generally my fave.